this economy has totally screwed up my customer base..the sad thing is i am ambitionless and i have no desire to produce anything for others..everyone sucks so much..i am really starting to hate everyone..I always watch the undeserving skate by with their heads in the sand and their flag in the air..everyones such a fucking sack of shit god i hate people..maybe the pain in my heart is my body telling me that im done and ready to move on from this life..i have been empty for years..whats the use struggling to pay bills month after month with no..end to this struggle in sight..i used to have such optimism..im ready to give up hope..